I started chasing a compromise
Temporary, I let it slide
I didn't forget it
I hid it, admit it
I got what I wanted
And then it hit me, son of a bitch
And then it hit me, half a dozen wasted
And then it hit me, son of a bitch
And then it hit me, shit
I sense of panic, the loss of time
Vanished youth, the mirror reminds me
The face that I see, it stares right through me
Had I given up?
And then it hit me, son of a bitch
And then it hit me, half a dozen wasted
And then it hit me, son of a bitch
And then it hit me, shit
Oh your vanished youth
Oh your haunting truth
All those wasted years
Obeying your fears
And then it hit me, son of a bitch
And then it hit me, half a dozen wasted
And then it hit me, son of a bitch
And then it hit me, half a dozen wasted
And then it hit me, son of a bitch
And then it hit me, half a dozen wasted
And then it hit me, son of a bitch
And then it hit me, shit
Co-produced and co-mixed by Don Levandier and Jai Sadler
Drum engineered by Chris Thomas
Mastered by Harry Hess at HBomb Mastering
Drums performed by Dylan Mombourquette
Vocals on Vanished Youth by Krista Acheson
Background vocals on Digital Sugar Rush by Don Levandier
Background vocals on Senthe by Don Levandier and North of Nowhere
Lead guitars on Digital Sugar Rush and Non Fiction by Dillon Anthony
Acoustic guitar on Comatose by Dillon Anthony
I recognize the support of the Government of New Brunswick and Music·Musique NB. / Nous reconnaissons l’appui du gouvernement du Nouveau-Brunswick et de Music·Musique NB.
Released by:
Starstuff Records
Album release date:
17 October 2022
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